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Seven things I hate about you

2010-04-09T20:29:00.003+08:00

JUST SO YOU KNOW...

There are 3 types of people that I really cannot tolerate w/. Those individuals are: Liars, hypocrites and copycats.

Please do not lie,
Because honesty is the best policy.

Please do not pretend,
Because telling the truth and making someone cry is better than telling a lie and making someone smile.

Please do not imitate,
Because you were born an original, don't die a copy.

Superior You? Think again.

2010-04-03T07:32:00.005+08:00

Don't tell me that I should feel embarrassed if my parents know this and that and so on. They.Know.Everything. The last time I check, I tell my family bout every single thing that happen everyday, from A to Z. If you're smart enough, you will be able to notice the strong bond between me and my family.
My mother is my bestfriend.

Can't you see what I mean?

2010-03-26T23:52:00.002+08:00

(Thursday)-
(25/39)-

Me: Is it still raining?
Friends: Yeah.
Me: Alaaaa!
Jannah H: Asal? I suke hujan.
Me: I don't have an umbrella. It's not.. sempurna. Is that the word? Sempurna?
Jannah H: Are you trying to say 'elok'?
Me: Oh ya. Isn't that a malaysian word?
Jannah H: Eh? I tak tahu.

It was definitely my first time going back home w/o having an umbrella. It's not elegant or posh, you know. Or should I say, lady-like? Yeah. It's not lady-like to walk under the rain.

Me: Ugh. Damn!
Amirah: Asal? Tak bawak payung?
Me: Yeah. Look at my shoes, they're white. Nanti hitam. :(
Amirah: Alah, takpe la. Harini bukannye Monday.
Me: But still, kite nampak.

They're a pair of new shoes. So you should know why I was very sensitive bout it. Ha ha.

P.S: Goodness Gracious! Why are you still talking to me? I extremely dislike you. Don't you get the message?

P.P.S: I feel like talking bout Adam again and again and again and again. <333

Sexy. Hotness Monster. Gorgeous.

2010-03-13T21:55:00.006+08:00

(I'm gonna treasure these pictures cause I took it myself- for the first time ever. I have more but they're all blurry).

I ♥ the metallic thingy that he used at his hand. And his Queen tee.

My God! Now I am questioning myself if I really saw Adam just now?! LIKE OHMYGOD! I met ADAM! My 2nd fav. idol! Hehehehehe.
Below are what I tweeted:

My God!! How can i forget to bring @adamlambert's album?!! Who knows even the normal album can get his autograph! about 8 hours ago via sgBEAT
Somebody kill me!!!! Even the normal cd can get the autograph la!!!!! about 7 hours ago via sgBEAT
Adam is coming anytime sooooooooon about 6 hours ago via sgBEAT

Omg omg omg omg @adamlambert is sooooo gorgeous!!!!!! about 5 hours ago via sgBEAT
Wthell i shouldve bought my albummmmmmm about 5 hours ago via sgBEAT
@gossipingrashey gets to hug him wthell ahhhhhhh about 5 hours ago via sgBEAT
I'm officially the stupidest person here for not bringing his album. Someone kill me!! about 5 hours ago via sgBEAT
I couldve seen him face to face!!! about 5 hours ago via sgBEAT
When you guys left it was havoc!! RT @MIrellaYFG @adamlambert's fan were nt as crazy as shinee's. It was not that crowded and all. about 4 hours ago via web
My tweet got delayed. Here's what I tweeted: Unfollow me all you want. But I met adam freaking lambert!!!!!!! about 4 hours ago via web
He has sexy eyes! He looked at us! Hotness monster! @adamlambert about 4 hours ago via web

But I feel as though @adamlambert doesn't like Singapore as much. about 4 hours ago via web
My God I stink like hell. Was standing under the rain! about 4 hours ago via web

A lil over the top? Whatever. The tweets explain it all. After the autograph session ended, he wanted to thank all of us and stuffs like that. We were so near to the stage, I'm not even kidding. I raised my hands most of the time to catch his attention. FORTUNATELY, despite Adam using thick eyeliners, I saw him looking at us and Faza even said that he winked at her. Heehee. It feels so surreal. My whole family still cannot believe that I shouted like an idiot. Haha, it's a once in a lifetime opportunity. He promised to come back to Singapore, lets see if he keeps to his promise or not.

The thing that I love the most? It is when Adam tried to speak our lingo. He tried saying "Cantik" and I instantly melt. :) :) :)

P.S: I'm really hoping that David Cook will come to Singapore.

P.P.S: My sorethroat and headache are getting worse due to excessive shouting. But it is worth it!!!!

P.P.P.S: I met Adam Lambert?!!! THE IT contenstant from American Idol?!!! Today is THE happiest day of my life!

Blogging via handphone no. 2

2010-03-12T23:27:00.006+08:00

One should not be headstrong/stubborn.
Don't just talk but never listen.

One should give in every once in a while.
Don't just think that you're right only because you're older than the other person.

One should approach people if they make a mistake.
Don't just complain to others about their mistakes.
For w/o the approach, they wouldn't know that what they're doing is wrong.

P.S: I personally don't think that I use alot of profanities in my blog posts. Please do not misunderstand my "aggressiveness" and "harshness" as vulgarities.

P.P.S: I'm privatising my blog soon. Leave me your e-mails and I'll invite whoever that I trust. By doing that, I won't have any visitors who happen to hate my blog but reading it at the same time. If you don't like it, say it. Don't pretend like nothing happen but complain to people bout me.

Birds flying high, you know how I feel.

2010-03-12T21:06:00.005+08:00

I feel so sick! Sore throat, tons of phlegm and a lil bit of asthma. Sinus kills me man. To make it worst, my whole body is aching so bad. Despite that, am still going out tomorrow w/ Faza, Amalina and my younger sister tomorrow. Utterly excited!

American Idol results show for this week is a shocker-ish. Didn't expect two v.talented contestants to be eliminated. Anyway, Adam is performing at the Universal Studios, Singapore. He looks super hot, duh. Heheheheh <33.

Wait a minute, why do I feel like I'm betraying Cook? :X

P.S: From SG_Glamberts' twitter:
"Adam learning singlish & hokkien!"

Awesome.

I'd like to introduce to you Ms Sensitive..

2010-03-11T17:43:00.004+08:00

Only God knows how much I love Skinheads (part of the Secondary Four Ihsan). Congratulations, guys. You've definitely seen the weaker side of me.

P.S: Just when I thought that the happiness (Adam is in Singapore right now!) is gonna last throughout the whole day...

CHANT W/ ME!

2010-03-10T22:15:00.004+08:00

MY GOD MY GOD MY GOD! From Adam Lambert's Fansite (Singapore):
•Flight: QF9
•Arriving: 12.30am, 11 March 2010
•At: Terminal 1
•MEET: The EXIT OF BELT 18
•TIME: 11.30pm

I definitely wanna go. Hands down. BUT LOOK AT THE TIME!! :( :( :( :( He was supposed to be in Singapore at 9pm but it got delayed. Really disappoint Faza, Naajihah, Nadiah and I.
:(

Wonder is the beginning of wisdom

2010-03-08T19:24:00.001+08:00

Dear Super awesome stranger,
Please reveal yourself. Told you curiosity kills the cat. In this case, curiosity kills me. It has been days and I still wanna know who you are.

Whatever

2010-03-08T16:29:00.001+08:00

Right now am at the Corporate Dental Clinic but this time w/ dad. He's helping me to 'complain' bout the pain am suffering from. My God! I hate this clinic so so much.

Shut up and put your money where your mouth is.

2010-03-05T21:18:00.004+08:00

We had to dance Banggra for our CCA just now. How 'awesome' are these teachers to come up w/ such ideas?!

As you know, I clearly did not do it. Shockingly, I was the ONLY one who got scolded for not dancing. How biased is that?! I was standing opposite a teacher and it was quite far. She signaled (sp?) me to dance and stuffs like that. She was totally embarrassing me, duh. Not feeling satisfied w/ me, she came up to me and asked why I didn't dance. I said I don't like it. Then she questioned me, "Exercise. You don't like to exercise?! Huh?! You don't like to exercise?!" Yes, THAT aggressive.

Suddenly the B word was shouting in my head.
Hello dear teacher, there are many types of exercising. I just happend to not like this one. Furthermore, that is not even called exercising. That is indeed Banggra dancing.

I've paid $10 for that useless CCA,
I attended that useless CCA,
So it's up to me if I want to dance or not.
You can't force me to.

Better luck next time.
You make me dislike you even more.

Blogging via handphone

2010-03-03T23:12:00.002+08:00

"Overall, she's a good teacher," said Syazwani. Then we all -including the other two teachers- burst out laughing. I mean, all six of us complained bout that particular teacher and in the end Syazwani said that she's a good teacher? Are you kidding? Lol.

What did I reply? I said, "She's a good person. But not (really) a good teacher."

Can't fight back whatever the teacher says? Hmm..

2010-02-26T19:46:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow's Geography class is gonna be at the teacher's house. Do I like it? No. I absolutely hate the idea of studying at her house. Why? At 8.00am, I have A.Maths class for an hr and a half at school. After that I have to waste 2 hours -doing whatever shit I wanna do- cause my Geography class starts at 11.30am.

Put yourself in my position.
I have to walk from home to school then to Singapore Post (to fill up our empty stomach) then head to Kembangan them back to home.
So troublesome.

I don't understand why she wants us to study at her house. Fine I get it- she said that people will spy her if we study at the Science Lab or classroom. Honestly, I've never seen her getting spied when we're studying in the classroom, but if at the IT and Science Lab, yeah.

I know that we have to sacrifice for our Olvl and stuffs but c'meon. Her reason is not good enough. We have to study at her house just because of... her.

At least dress appropriately la, don't wear your pyjamas.

ADDED:
I'm still furious over the fact that two of my favourtie girls- Ashley and Jannell got eliminated. :(

Mixed feelings

2010-02-26T12:50:00.008+08:00

I have dressed but I decided not to join them swimming cause
a) I feel weird cause I'm the only 'Ijtihad' student.
b) I feel bloody annoyed cause I can't seem to get the perfect lipatan for my scarf.
c) I feel lazy all of a sudden.

Ah man! Dad's asking me if they feel kecil hati cause I'm not going.
Damn, I'm sucha pain in the ass in terms of making decisions!

Mom: She's (me) funny. People enjoy swimming but she don't wanna go.
Me: Alah, awkward la I'm the only one from the other class.
Dad: Oh ya la, lain class then takpela tak pergi.

Oh anyway, I did go to school for maulid. I know it's boring and stuffs for certain people but hey, where are your manners? At least show some respect to our Prophet (PBUH). Some of the secondary two students were playing w/ a cellphone while others are reciting their prayers. As a result, her handphone got confiscated for just a day, I think, but whatever. You deserve it.

P.S:

ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME?! Omg my dreams of meeting Adam is crusheddd!!!

Now am hearing the radio for the first time ever. Why? To know the details to win tickets for his concert. Seriously, I didn't even know any radio channels.

Pros and cons.

2010-02-25T20:23:00.003+08:00

[Translated]
Me: Ummi, my friends asked me to join them swimming tomorrow, but am skipping school.
Mom: Why?
Me: There's maulud. I don't wanna wait. (Like waiting for the foods, to assemble, to hear the P's speech. It's really s.l.o.w)
Mom: Eh eh, you want to enjoy (swimming) but don't want to go to the maulud.

Then I felt a pang of guilt.
So am going to school tomorrow.

P.S: The Pupil is starting in a minute's time!

Tell me I have an awesome younger sister....

2010-02-23T20:18:00.004+08:00

....even when she burns the pasta sauce when I'm hungry and when I've never even get a taste of for today!

Can't believe I trusted her to heat the sauce. I was in my room playing the computer w/ my door closed but I STILL remember that she has to heat the sauce. I THOUGHT that she had switched off the gas already!

DAMN!
I love mom's pasta the most la. TSK!

Before you mess w/ me, you better think twice.

2010-02-23T18:08:00.004+08:00

As far as I'm concern, I'm not as heartless as to put people's name here whenever I complain bout them. If I DID, pardon my mistake. Backbiting bout me while you're seeking knowledge doesn't make you any better. Right now, I'm not surprise to find out that my number of visitors has been increasing and that this particular person reads almost all of my archives. Crazy? Yes.

You have so much time to read it, huh? Do you still remember the fact that you, too, criticize bout a friend (which most people dislike, no doubt) at your blog? You did talk bad things bout people at your blog as well. So, before you point fingers at me, you better look yourself in the mirror first.

You want the total truth? Here you go: I do not fancy most of the people in my class. In fact, I only feel comfortable talking to Shuhadah and Fatima. I clearly don't care if you hate me for telling the truth, I know truth hurts but honestly is the best policy. I've always lived by the quote, "it's better to be hated for who you are than loved for who you aren't". I've said it tons of times and it's becoming redundant now.

You said that I always brag bout others at my blog? You should at least make an effort to confront me instead of complaining bout me on a piece of paper. That thing you do, is pretty much immature. At least I talk bout people at my blog. Haven't you heard that it's public? Yes, it is P-U-B-L-I-C; everyone is free to read it rather than you; talking shit bout me on a paper. It's considered as gossiping right?

And one more thing: Like I said before, I can't possibly bottle up everything. I need to vent out my frustrations. People do it on a personal diary. But in my case, I feel comfortable expressing my feelings at my blog.

You also claimed that I look soft on the outside but in the inside I'm... Harsh? Evil? Mean? Whatever dude. Have you ever heard a saying that goes, "don't judge a book by it's cover."? Well, in this case, I guess you have not.

Oh in any case that stuff on that paper is not about me, then don't say that I 'terasa'. I'm just stating the facts to make things clear for whoever (whoever at all) who is unsure bout my posts and archives.

Au revoir.

Monday blues.

2010-02-22T19:47:00.003+08:00

She claimed that today is a sleepy Monday. Hah! It's more like a boring English teacher that drives the students to Lala Land. Tell me how am I suppose to get A1 when the teacher herself is not up to my standard? I mean, who the hell studies 'a', 'and' and 'the' when he/she is in secondary four? I do. Thanks to the English teacher.

Shuhadah was absent for two days. Having said that, that is the definite answer as to why I felt bored most of the time I was in school. Honestly, she is the kind of friend that I trust most- after Nadiah, that is.

Brave and Bold.

2010-02-17T19:39:00.003+08:00

I was devastated when I heard that we're gonna watch the last episode of Heroes on Monday. Having said that, I (accidentally) shouted out loud when we were eating at public. Am hoping that Volume Six will return real fast.

Apart from hearing the devastating news, I am very much pissed off w/ the new kid. Boy is she getting on my damn nerves! What an inconsiderate group member. I am indeed unlucky to be in the same group as her for two freaking subjects.

In school today I learnt how to read the globe w/ Teacher Sarah and I think I kinda get it now. Geography, maps, globes and me aren't in good terms.

There's always gonna be an uphill battle.

2010-02-12T21:38:00.003+08:00

I Don't Love You Cinderella.
Never did I expect our class to be in the 3rd position for the ~~lame~~ Maarif's Got Talent. Throughout the whole event (before our class acted), I swear I said that we don't even stand a chance and that we're gonna be the worst. But hey, expect the unexpected, huh?

A compliment is a verbal sunshine.

2010-02-11T19:22:00.004+08:00

Yesterday morning a friend said something that makes me feel happy-ish.

"I told my mother that you drink Peach Tea on every single day and she said, 'no wonder your skin is very good and fair.'"-Hafsa Laeeque.

I don't see any relation on how drinking Peach Tea affects my skin colour or condition but why, thank you for the compliment.

The naked truth is always better than the best dressed LIE.

2010-02-10T20:05:00.003+08:00

As most of you already know, I don't feel comfortable or secure sitting w/ people who do not really like or enjoy sitting w/ me. Get it? She really has got a Split Personality Disorder (SPD). I'm not even close to joking. One minute she talks to me. And yes apparently, the next ~~minute~~ hour she totally ignores me. What.The.Hell.

That is beyond weird and annoying.
I feel awkward most of the time it happens.

P.S: No hard feelings. The title explains it all.

For the record, I am thankful for what I have.

2010-02-08T18:41:00.002+08:00

Something embarrassing happened at school on 6th February 2010, Saturday. Fortunately, I wasn't the one suffering from the embarrassment. I felt extremely uncomfortable watching that ugly situation happening let alone her own daughter. It gives me a wake up call that I am indeed utterly lucky to have my parents as, well.. my parents. They don't make me feel very little of myself infront of a whole lot of people. Lets just put it this way, they have the social etiquette.

They are the best.

Accept yourself the way you are.

2010-01-29T21:27:00.005+08:00

When people change their skin colour by wearing tons of powder.
From dark to supposedly fair skin.
That's when it irks me the whole bloody time.

P.S: Who the hell reads all my archives?!
P.P.S: Happy birthday, Adam! I love you to death for lighting up my life.

That's what you get...

2010-01-27T20:55:00.002+08:00

For being a coward.

"Alot of people are afraid to say what they want. That's why they don't get what they want."-Madonna.

P.S: I manage to refrain myself from sleeping during Sirah just now.

A year older.

2010-01-19T21:09:00.002+08:00

From my Twitter: "Happy birthday to the amazing @hyrunysaaa and Aishah! 2 more days to my sweet sixteen."

So yeah.
<3 you guys lots.
Xo.

Hate is a strong word, but I really really don't like you.

2010-01-18T20:29:00.002+08:00

Dear God,
why was she being a bitch again just now? I'm sick of her self-centered and know-it-all attitude. I wonder how her friends can stand her. Here's a reminder: Think before you talk, dear friend.

Scrap that outta your mind.

2010-01-15T21:13:00.003+08:00

I would appreciate it if you could stop calling me by my nickname which totally has no meaning and instead, start calling me by real name; 'Jannah' or 'Nurul'. Thank you for your co-opereration.

A.Maths exam is moderate, but more to hard. I don't care if she asks me to drop it. I (we) will still take it.

Au Revoir.

FINALLY, THE DAY THAT I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR!!

2010-01-13T18:20:00.004+08:00

ZOMG I'm watching American Idol season 9!!!!!! I'm on seventh heaven!!!! :) :) :) :)

Monkey see monkey do.

2010-01-11T18:55:00.006+08:00

American Idol starts on the 13th January, in two freaking days' time. Of course I'm bloody excited!!! Speaking of which, I (really really) hate it when people suddenly make a big deal out of A.I. Y'know.. Getting all excited and talking bout it at their blogs, school, etc. All of a sudden. That bothers me. Alot. Seriously? I don't even know which contestant they like/hate/love/whatever during season 5 (when I started to get hooked on AI), let alone during season 1. I didn't know any single soul that likes any contestant during that particular season. Except for Nadiah- we've been AI buds since forever.

Dear God, I pray that people are so busy preparing for their tests and exams that they wont talk bout AI. Amen.

Below are some auditions that I love. They are not arranged accordingly. Except for David Cook's.

"When there is smoke, there is always fire." -Gossip Girl.

2010-01-08T18:24:00.004+08:00

4th to 8th January/first week of school:

We found out that Pink&Green are gone.
New class names are given to us.
I still think that I'm in Secondary Four Pink though.
Shafiqah Alawiah and I slept during Sirah lesson.
I forced myself whereas Shafiqah cannot handle her sleepiness.
I was irritated by this ustazah and wrote at a piece of small paper: "I AM BORED TO DEATH! Seriously? I don't understand a shit of what Ustz S is talking bout. All I know is, she said, 'Is it clear or not?' (in arabic). Feel like I can go to Lala Land any second now."-4th January '10.
I kinda like Geography now.
We have to write a catatan harian in Malay language. V.weird.
Had a personality test thingy during Hadith period.
Had the most boring P.E lesson evahhhh.
Did A.Maths h/w (to be handed in next week) w/ Shafiqah during Fiqh lesson.
She's a bore. So I better do something useful than to listen to her getting sidetracked.
Recess at 10am w/ TONS of students= Long queue= Lesser food to eat.
To make it worse, class ends around 3.30pm to 4.00pm everyday.
Of course I get hungry the whole bloody time!
Hurt myself alot. What can I say, I'm a klutz.
Having a v.huge cut at my thigh, much thanks to my pink chair.
Rumours has it that the teachers spot-checked the students' handphones.
See: Read text messages, look at the pictures and contacts.
She gets on my nerves the whole freaking time.
Okay wait, most of the teachers, actually.

Things to do:

Find my freaking IC!!!
Tidy up my room.
Buy Geography T/B, fullscap(s) and files.
Revise for the big O.
Memorise Arabic words.
Re-memorise Surah Yaasin.
Fiqh notes.

H/Ws to be done:

IRK.
A.Maths.
~~E.Maths.~~
English.

Au Revoir.

What a way to start 2010..

2009-12-31T21:36:00.010+08:00

I have a good news to share: Teacher Rozeta is gonna be our form teacher next year. I'm praying that something will stop it from happening. My last year in Al-Maarif. Please do not ruin it.

Our holiday trip to Genting Highlands and Kuala Lumpur was awesome. Spent alot of time queueing for the rides at Genting which results in taking four rides only but it was all worth it. I can't believe I decided to ride Corkscrew and Space Shot w/o feeling scared at all. It was all foggy and rainy, I shivered for quite some time.

The 185 feet Space Shot.

The super duper fast Corkscrew.

While lining up.. I know I looked funny, but.. whatever.
Me, HH, Nabby, Natasha and Byda.

At an arab restaurant, Al-Rawsha.
Maya, Nabby, HH, Me, Byda and Natasha.

Source: Byda's Facebook and Google.

Other than that, Dad, me, HH, Yusuf, Byda, Natasha, Nabby and Mujahid went in the Haunted House. I wasn't as scared as Byda and Natasha cause we went in before. Shockingly, they changed everything. We had to wear 3D specs, not much props as before. It's all bout suspense. I shouted alot (of course) and (we) sang out loud. HH hyperventilated halfway through there and cried. Ha ha. Lucky thing Dad was there w/ us. I can't believe (again) that I hugged everyone; like I was the alpha or something and they are all my children. LOL.

Overall, I enjoyed myself. Xo.

Anger got the best of me.

2009-12-13T21:25:00.002+08:00

Okay, now that they're gone (back to Woodlands), I feel guilty after all. Yeah, of course they are cute, no doubt. But they are irritating at the same time. Kids will always be kids, eh? They scream, cry and laugh loudly. Dear kiddos, sorry for scolding y'all when you guys are noisy and disturbing me. They are still cute though.

It's sad that their father had passed away. When we were lil kids and had our holidays at KL, we stayed at their house. Their dad paid for our expenses- theme parks, etc. After all, they deserve to be treated nicely from us (especially me and Sabrina, haha) despite having them being irritating. I'm pretty sure dad misses his bestfriend. He was so kind to us. May Allah bless his soul.

You do not wanna see me get angry.

2009-12-11T19:58:00.005+08:00

If you have been following up w/ my tweets, you will know how I feel for this past few days. Thank you Shafiqah for coming over. It kinda make my day a lil better. Seriously, I have no control over my anger. Staying w/ a twelve years old sister and ten years old brother is horror. To add it all up, two more kids are here; a nine years old boy and six years old girl. "They have no dad," Yadayada. I GET IT OKAY. Their dad had passed away, we are suppose to pity them and treat them well. BUT THEY NEED TO SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT THE FREAKING UP. HOLY FREAKING SHIT. They are staying here for a week more. That's not a joke. I would rather go to A.Maths extra class everyday for more than 3 hours. I'm dead serious. I locked myself in the room (Greek-marathoning. Ha ha) for about the whole day for these past few days they have been staying. The only time I'm out is when I'm going to the toilet, watching Survivor and take my food. I can not take it anymore. Guess what I did? Went outside and shouted, "NOISE POLLUTION!! NOISE POLLUTION!! SHUT UP!!!" Their response? They asked what I just said.

As mentioned before, I am not patient. At all.

Au Revoir.

Scaredy-cat.

2009-12-08T16:37:00.003+08:00

So in the end I slept at my parent's room (w/ them) cause I was so afraid to go to Lala Land alone. How old am I? Fifteen. Sixteen-to-be in 44 days' time. I guess tonight I'll be sleeping w/ them again cause Sabrina and Yusuf are still staying at the Chalet.

I'm in for your entertainment.

2009-12-02T15:53:00.008+08:00

I still haven't watched New Moon. Anyone? HH is SOOO busy right now.

Don't mind the new MV I just added. It's kinda disturbing, I know but WHO CARES?!?!?! I LOVE ADAM LAMBERT.

P.S: Just read some of my archives. They are kinda harsh. Sorry. Can't help it. Ha ha.

Monday is doomsday.

2009-11-22T23:15:00.003+08:00

Last night I slept alone- for th first time this year, I think. Cause they said that I shoo-ed her outta my room. Whatevs. I was scared though, duh. To my surprise, I wasn't as scared as going to Green. Honestly, th thought of going to Green is th most terrifying thing that has ever happened to me. 9 h 20 minutes more for th results. I.AM.DAMN.SCARED. Nothing seems to help me feel calmer. Not even an episode of Heroes, going to Dadima's house, American Idol, ANTM, and so on.

65% said this to me: "Itula, siape suruh taknak belajar. Malas je tahu. Taknak belajar rajin-rajin." Another 35% said: "I don't think you'll go to Green class. Cause it's overflowing." Yadayada. DUH of course they'll say that. They wouldn't say, "It's so obvious that you're not staying in Pink. You totally deserve this."

Anyhoos, thank you for th prayers. Hanis' text message made me smile. (:
----

Mom: Ina, tanye bu Khairun bile die nak hantar...?
Sabrina: Hantar ape?
Mom: Bile die nak hantar.....
Sabrina: Hantar ape la, ummi?
Mom: Hantar ini la....
Sabrina: Ini tu ape, ummi?

LOL. That's th result of talking to people who are concentrating on playing games.

The End is near.

2009-11-18T22:56:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was like a siblings-night-out for us. Watched 2012 at 7.00pm w/ HH, Sabrina and Yusuf. It's AWESOME. I LOVE IT. We were all paying full attention to it. During some parts, I even held my bottle open w/o drinking for like 20 minutes? And aha, Sabrina even saw me holding my nachos (quite high). Tak sempat masukkan dalam mulut. Seriously, I didn't even realised I did that. We all cried, but I wiped my tears secretly. It's quite embarrassing to cry in th cinemas, to me. Had a late dinner at Mcd w/ th family.

Hafsa texted me on Tuesday which goes: "Asal tk dtg? I'm in english class w/ only 8 people." Haha, that's so unlike th normal S3P, huh? 9 were absent and th others went home. Lucky thing I didn't come. My guess was right all this while. They watched th boring Hidayah WHICH we've watched before. Loser sia.

I'm being a good girl to come to school tomorrow. Heard lots of stories. Rumour has it that tchr Rozeta will STILL be teaching us English next year? I'm quite fine w/ it though. Apart from th fact that she's bloody umm..slow in doing things.

This suspense is killing me.

2009-11-16T15:36:00.006+08:00

Starting from next year, on every Saturday, I have to go to teacher Sara's house for Geography tuition along w/ two other friends. Some will have it on Friday. Dude. I picked th wrong day. Saturday morning should be my rest day. Not Geography-study-day. But, does this mean that I will get promoted to S4P? I better be. Cause she told me to come for Geography extra class; and students in Green class won't be taking it.

Parents just got to know that I fail four freaking subjects. Mom already expected it to be GEOGRAPHY. (Everyone knows I h8 it.) Thankfully, they didn't scold me or anything. Ha. Didn't expect that coming.

P.S: I quit watching th ever-so-boring Singapore Idol. Why are they copying American Idol bit by bit?

ADDED:
Chatted w/ tchr again:-
Jannah: tchr, sorry. zahra wants on Friday. :D
Her: alaaaa... k la then i change back.
Jannah: but not confirm what. don't know if we're going to P or G.
Her: who? you or fatima?
Jannah: us.
Her: hmm.. i dunno about that.. but i'll try to keep you both in pink.

She just messaged me saying, "You must doa and BELIEVE that you will remain in pink. Cannot have any doubt pon. Then the doa will come true. :)"

Ya Allah, please let it be Pink. Amin.

2010

2009-11-15T17:57:00.003+08:00

As much as I love my friends in Secondary Three Green, I do not wanna get promoted to Secondary Four Green. I wanna stay in Pink class. Why? If I were to be in Green class, I wouldn't get to take A.Maths, Combined Science, Sastera and Geography. Having said that, I will get to take only 5 subjects for my O level- Arab, English, Malay, E.Maths and IRK. Are you freaking kidding me? My life is gonna be over. What will happend to my L1R4?

Seriously, I need your prayers. As of now, I just have to tawakkal and redha. I'm already expecting the unexpected. Nadiah H asked me to sit w/ her next year. If I remain in Pink, who am I sitting w/? That, I haven't planned yet.

Cause I know that I will be going to Green class. I h8 this.

15th.

2009-11-13T19:44:00.008+08:00

Happy birthday, Hidayah! Good luck for your future endeavours. May God bless you w/ wealth, health and happiness always. I still remember you sending letters to me- in a v.big yet cute handwriting- when we were younger. Haha XOXO

One of the teachers told us the activities that we'll be doing next week. Lame shit, I'm not kidding.

Monday: Maulid and discussion of Tafsir paper. (This isn't pathetic, so I'm coming)
Tuesday: Watch some videos- which was claimed by the teachers that we'll repent after watching it.
Wednesday: Lecture by Ust Jamaluddin. (Who on Earth?)
Thursday: Spring cleaning.

P.S: Oh God. Please don't introduce yourself to me. I don't wanna know you.

Run far away, so I can breathe

2009-11-12T21:29:00.005+08:00

I don't like it, I say it. If you hate me for saying things that bother me, then that's not my problem. Cause I live by the quote, "it is better to be hated for who you are, than loved for who you aren't".

With that, same goes to you. If you dislike something someone does, tell her/him. Don't act all nice infront of her/him and when you are not w/ that person, you complain to me, you bitch about that person to me. That's pure annoyance.

Boy does that person disgusts me. I can not take it anymore; that's why I approach her 'bout it.

As much as I do not want to say this, I still have to. Seriously, BO (Body Odour) sucks. Every morning, every hour, every day I try avoiding some people w/ serious BO. It's not my fault that I can smell unwanted things. You think I like it?

'Nuff 'bout that.
As of today, I pinky-sweared w/ Shuhadah, cause Zahra.. uh well.. backed out? Chatted w/ teacher Sarah a couple of hours ago. I think she's great. She's not fake.. unlike some other people.

Catch me

2009-11-12T21:04:00.000+08:00

But you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing, you've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling so please don't catch me

The big B

2009-11-11T19:38:00.005+08:00

Dude, don't be sucha bitch. No one likes bitches. Well.. except for your hypocrite friends I guess. So what if we don't wanna come to school next week? Am just wasting my time there. Probably just doing some same ol boring activities and watch Hidayah- which I SOOO can watch on my own at home.

You seem to have a BIG problem w/ people not going to school. What's w/ that? Bila orang sakit, tak pergi sekolah, you think people make excuses. What the hell? You think asking Cikgu bout the consequences of absenting will scare me? What-evaa. That's not it. You even mengata people who wear skinny jeans, eyeliners, mascaras. What? You mean, throughout your living life you have never EVER used eyeliners before? Ha Ha Ha. Again, that's not it. You also mengata people for having fancy nicknames or whatever shit. Seriously, get a life. Like you do not have any nicknames given for you.

Like I said, dia tak sayang mulut. Main hembus apa yang dia suka.
She thinks she's prefect like that.

ANYWAYS.
Zahra and I pinky-sweared not to come to school on Monday.
We're so cool like that :)
Cheers to us.

Au Revoir.

Revenge is sweet.

2009-11-10T20:31:00.001+08:00

Be prepared to get dirty.
Like I said, mess w/ me, I mess w/ you.

I scream for ice cream

2009-11-08T14:59:00.005+08:00

Heard those bells ringing from yesterday. Thinking that ice cream was on sale, I searched for the wagon, but to no avail. Today, I heard it again. I was blahdy annoyed cause of what happened the previous day. So, I asked Yusuf to find if there was any ice cream wagon. Thankfully! There is.

Now I'm enjoying my mint icecream. I'm on seventh heaven!

Here's the catch: Sabrina and I both have to treat him 20coins each in Pet Society. Haha.

Double S

2009-11-05T14:31:00.001+08:00

They think we worship them-
I think that they are self-indulged in their own world.

Bid goodbye to examinations

2009-11-03T20:43:00.008+08:00

And so I tweet,

What's up w/ people criticizing other people's faces? You think you're so perfect? Even if you ARE pretty, that doesn't give you the right to criticize one's face. It's as though you're insulting God- cause God creates those features. What matters most is the heart, not the beauty itself. Do you think one likes having lots of acne at his/her face? Why not you share to us your secrets to having -supposedly- FLAWLESS skin? Foundation and concealer are the answers? What ever happens to natural beauty? Quote my cousin, "powder which doesn't match your skin tone." To which I replied, "I have friends who are like that. ALOT. haha." She replied, "It means FAKE. Stupid girls wanna look pretty but don't know how to." And I'm like, DITTO!

Anyway, earlier on I did something which I never thought that I would do, eh Farhanah?

P.S: Sorry if it offends any one in any ways. Here, I admit. I like pretty people- but I do not criticize others for having BIG NOSE or stuffs like that, ya know. ;)

Mommy, I wanna be a Princess!

2009-10-08T20:17:00.002+08:00

It's all mine, baby.

It irks me so bloody much when she said that she wants to be a princess too. Like, since when dyou like pink? Since when dyou even like girlish stuffs? It took me by surprise when suddenly you said you want pink accessories and stuffs like that. All those princessy things that I want, yknow?

From tomboy to princess.
I'm in awe.

Loyalty

2009-10-06T21:59:00.001+08:00

"What do your friends think of you joining A.I?" -Simon.
"They obviously want the best for me." -Cook.
"No friends ever do."-Simon.

Pain, pain, go away.

2009-09-27T13:45:00.004+08:00

Due to th fact that my upperteeth has straighten quite a bit, th innermost left bracket clashes w/ my innercheek, which results in a pretty huge cut. That sucks big time. It bleeds everytime I brush. Thus making me hate eating foods, which is so unlike me. All I have to do is wait for 2 more days, 2 more freaking days. If th pain never subside after a week, I'll complain to th dentist. HATE IT. Period.

Laziness strikes again.

2009-09-24T23:25:00.004+08:00

Just when I thought that it's about time to change my mentality towards the subjects that I loathe so very much, the laziness in me strikes again. Things are easier said than done huh? I guess I take things for granted. To the extent of procrastinating to the next day, another two days, or even a week. It's a blessing in disguise knowing that all of the computers in my house are spoilt and that American Idol, I'm a Celeb Get Me Out Of Here and some other of my fav. shows has come to an end. Hope I can manage my time well this time. Furthermore, Final-Year Examinations are coming. :X

"Procrastination is the theif of time" -Edward Young.

G-night.
Au Revoir.

Makeovers

2009-09-19T22:17:00.001+08:00

Am at home w/ Sabrina and Syahirah (my cousin). Th rest are at th Bazaar.
And so, Sabrina said, "Eh, nak main dress up?"

We all agreed, of course. Prepared th tiaras and powder when suddenly I felt lazy to 'dress up'.

Syahirah: Eh cepat la dress up.
Sabrina: Dia nak buat rambut dia je.

Hari Raya is tomorrow. Can you believe it??? Time flies so fast. Anyhoos, selamat hari raya to all. Maaf zahir dan batin. :)

Blonde

2009-09-18T20:42:00.004+08:00

Dear readers,
I just asked th most bimbotic question ever. Which is, "'brush' in English ape?". Then I realized that th answer is in th question. Ha ha.

Kaypoh-chi

2009-09-17T19:58:00.003+08:00

Seriously, what th %@#$?! Are you freaking kidding me??????

Quote Hanis: "What's wrong w/ th brains of copycats?!"

Yummy yummy foods!

2009-09-16T18:53:00.004+08:00

Ahh, finally. The crave for Famous Amos and Swensens has been fulfilled. Had dinner or should I say, buka puasa there.

Our orders:
Dad: Sirloin steak.
Mom: Black pepper spaghetti.
HH&Yusuf: Baked spaghetti bolognaise.
Mua: Beef lasagna.
Sabrina: Beef frank.

They're all YUMMY!

NOTE TO SELF:

1) Memorise 2 more chap of Tauhid.
2) Do E.Maths Try it! 4,5 and 6.
3) Complete A.Maths notes.

TMRW! 17/9: Tauhid.
Tues 22/9: Tafsir.
(Surah: Jum'ah. Ayat: 8-11)
Wed 23/9: Quran.
(Surahs: Luqman and Jum'ah)
Thurs 24/9: A.Maths.
(Double Angle, Proving, R Formula and Binomial)
Fri 25/9: Sejarah Islam.
(Page: Not sure yet)
Wed 30/9: E.Maths.
(Chapters 8 and 9)

All th best to all.
Au revoir.

Say hello to Hell

2009-09-14T20:23:00.007+08:00

Seems like I have lost th blogging vibe. Th two tests just now was easy, thank God. Quran, Sejarah Islam and A.Maths tests are postponed to next week. Good news: It's a school holiday this Friday. :)

NOTE TO SELF:

Thurs 17/9: Tauhid.
Wed 23/9: Quran.
Thurs 24/9: A.Maths.
Fri 25/9: Sejarah Islam.

1) Finish up A.Maths TYS.
2) Return th library books by tmrw.
3) Memorise Tauhid.
4) Clean th (kind of) messy room.
5) Study, study & STUDY!

2009-09-11T21:03:00.002+08:00

NOTE TO SELF:
-2 more days to:

memorise:
i) A chapter more of Hadiths
ii) 3 chapters of Fiqh
iii) 3 chapters of Tauhid (Ah, can start memorising on Monday)
iv) 2 Surahs of Quran

complete:
i) 6 topics of A.Maths TYS
ii) A topic of E.Maths TYS

tests:
Monday 14/9: Fiqh&Faraidh and Hadiths
Wednesday 16/9: Al-Quran (Not confirmed yet)
Thursday 17/9: Tauhid
Friday 18/9: A.Maths and Sejarah Islam

Your Highness

2009-09-07T21:20:00.004+08:00

I so love Princess Protection Program and their beautiful Tiaras and Crowns!! I want them ALL! Now I'm having one on my head. The princessy feeling is back. :D

Triple P

2009-09-06T16:14:00.004+08:00

Just when I get excited over Princess Protection Program (featuring Selena and Demi) at Disney Channel tonight, we'll be breaking our fast at Dadima's house. Ah man! Gonna miss it :( (It's a DCOM) Two weeks ago I was like, "Ahhh! Tak sabar nak PPP!!" Now I'm like, "Alaaah. PPP! :("

My blog had been on private-mode quite a while eh? Meanwhile, you can read my short updates at twitter. Click here.

Au Revoir.

Slap in th face

2009-09-02T17:33:00.003+08:00

I was on th verge of crying at school just now. I got utterly upset. You wont believe how ugly th situation was. What to do to make me feel better? I complain. Yeah. Complaining to Sharifah 'Aisyah and Nadiah H is th best. It makes me feel much much better. Duh, I can't bottle up everything.

Failing 5 subjects in a row-Geography, Physics, Chemistry, A.Maths and E.Maths- really give me a wake up call. It's time for a change, really. This is like th laziest I've ever been so far.

As of yesterday, I had to wait for an hour for my dental appointment; which sucked so bad. Upon releasing my anger, I texted Sabrina w/ a lot of question marks. (ie: Kau????????????) LOL. Can't help it.

Au Revoir.

Pinky lizard

2009-08-26T19:55:00.005+08:00

I was bathing in Mom's bathroom. Both th bathroom and bedroom doors were closed. Just when I was about to shampoo my hair, I saw a friggin pinkish orangey brownish cicak at th ceiling. I went, "Be brave." I had to bathe like real fast, no choice. After done w/ shampooing and all, when I wanted to dry my hair, I noticed that th cicak fell. My next move? I ran out of the toilet ~~naked~~ w/o having any clothes on. Goddd. That is so disgusting.

Got back our E.Maths test paper. Lets just put it this way- I've never gotten such a terrible mark in my whole entire life ever BEFORE. It's so embarrassing.

Yesterday morning I read th book that Dad bought- Enjoy Your Life by Dr Muhammad 'Abd Al-Rahaman and I like it alot.

Use th right flavour.

"There are things which people unanimously love and appreciate, and things which they unanimously dislike. There are also things upon which they differ, so while some may be appreciative of them, others may find them cumbersome. Hence, everyone loves to be smiled at and hates to be frowned at, yet some may appreciate jokes whilst others may not. Some people may like others visiting them whilst others would rather be left alone. Some may love to talk excessively whilst others may not. Often people feel comfortable with those of the same nature as themselves. Why not then be pleasing to people of all natures?"

Do not think that people are of a similar nature. Rather, they differ tremendously.

The Hills

2009-08-25T22:28:00.002+08:00

I can't believe I cried watching Ghost Whisperer - not out of fear, but sadness - and Jihan. Why am I such a baby today?

I received lots of 'Wijaya!' in my Inbox. Haha.

"Satu girl ni, named nurul. Die anak aunty nora. Bile die nampak Ina bace buku LA Candy, die like, 'is that lauren conrad? She has a book?!' Abeh kat sini kteorg cakap pasal what a bitch heidi was and that people thought lauren was a dumb blonde" -Sabrina.

Precisely!

Geography excursion

2009-08-20T19:22:00.004+08:00

I hereby declare that for once in my whole entire life, I do not regret with th decision that I made; going to Bukit Timah, that is. It was awesome. Wish it could last longer.

As of yesterday, Hasinah fainted just right after Zahra and I asked her bout her health. I was like, OhMyGod. Shocked. Then, helped sending her to th Sick Bay. Sina, get well soon okay. I miss those days in Sec One Green♥. To be frankly honest, I prefer being in Green class. No hard feelings though. It gives me th 'I belong here' feeling. Often times I feel bored being in Pink; just because I have noone to talk to- except for Zahra and Hanis, that is.

Today's A.Maths tuition was quite OK. I ♥ Matrix!

NOTE TO SELF:
1. Study SEJARAH ISLAM!
2. Find all A.Maths h/ws.
3. File up all th h/ws.
4. Finish up th whole of A.Maths' Ex 7A. CRAZY!!

P.S: I wanna have a tiara collection. Like, display them or something.

Tiara

2009-08-16T22:35:00.002+08:00

By the way, Fathanah, below are pictures of the much loved tiaras! If I were to google it, tiara means: a crown-like jewelled headdress worn by women

Do Buy

2009-08-16T17:35:00.013+08:00

Pictures from their trip to the SUNNY Dubai.

Their beautiful hotel.

The desert

The dates tree.

They said all the buildings there are unique.

The AMAZING DUBAI MALL!

Ski Slope.

Their toys are as big as that.

It's a freaking FISH! A stone fish.

Like, a GIANT crab.

Earthworms.

Sea dragon.

There are more, but I'm getting tired. The best thing is! Aunty Jarr bought bangles for all three of us- HH, Sabrina and mua-, Dad bought as seriously YUMMY candies and Mom bought me a FREAKING TIARA!!!! Like, the REAL BIG one! It's so ohmygoddish!

A.Jarr: You da tengok tiara yang ummi belikan?
Me: Daaaa~
Her: E eh. Miang eh.

I walked to the hall w/ the tiara on when suddenly HH wanted to take my picture.
Me: Jangan laaa. *covers face*
HH: Amek je. Cantik la.
Mom: Aah, cantik.
Me: Ahhh! I tak suke amek gambar!

Sleeptalking/walking?

2009-08-15T16:15:00.005+08:00

Another weird sleeping scene happened yesterday.
It was 8.30pm and I was really tired.

Sabrina: Kejut pukul berape?
Me: 9.00pm or 9.15pm. Call my handphone as an alarm clock first. Kalau tak bangun, ketuk pintu.

Yadayada. As usual, woke up kinda sweaty and found out that my door is opened, the aircon is off and instead the fan is switched on. It was 12.00pm. So I asked, "How did you enter my room when my door was actually locked?" She said that I opened the door at 9.00pm and asked her not to wake me up anymore.

Woah. I don't even remember walking towards the door.

Yellow Sun.

2009-08-12T19:18:00.005+08:00

I cried like a baby just now. Like, real bad.
To mom and dad, sorry I was kinda rude just now. Haha.

ADDED:
I love drawing the Sun for Hanis! I don't know why. Haha, sorry, Hanis if my drawing is bothering you.

Irritating Jihan

2009-08-11T19:59:00.009+08:00

Me: Nanti Ummi miss Jihan!
Yes, I know it's a stupid show but it's kinda addictive. Furthermore, there's Wijaya!
Mom: Oh ya!

Just webcammed/video called w/ parents and Aunty Jarr. Their hotel is quite nice.

NURULJANNAH}: kat situ pukul brape ah?
Ummu: pukul 3 45pm
NURULJANNAH}: siang nah
Ummu: ya lagi 5 min kita pergi the biggest mall in the world tadi kita ski slope dalam mall
NURULJANNAH}: wah cheyyy
tak fairrr
belikan bende ah
Ummu: i ( a Jarr) tadi beli kan u bangle ada mata2 arab and later i tengok ada nice thigs i buy ok
NURULJANNAH}: okay thanks!!!
Ummu: okay nanti balek talk lagi nak go beli camera baik sikit

They just bought a webcam yesterday and now they are gonna buy another one? Aiya.

P.S: Yusuf gave me a small tiara! Woots woots!
P.P.S: Am planning to watch Anugerah tonight, -for the first time this year- since it's the finals. Unfortunately, it clashes with Ghost Whisperer! My all time fav. show!

ADDED:
Aww man! Can't watch Ghost Whisperer cause Dadima is watching Channel Z (150)! Anugerah it is then. :(

Ups and Downs

2009-08-10T20:45:00.002+08:00

Dadima is sleeping here till Thursday. :)
I miss my parents! :(

Rehab. Holidays. Disease.

2009-08-08T20:00:00.001+08:00

I need to go on a rehab.

Mom and Dad just left and off they go to Dubai for almost a week. Aunty Jarr said it's 42 degrees there. Woots!
I really need to stop drinking cold drinks. To you peeps out there, remind me not to drink it when you see me at school. In less than a week I could drink up to 5 bubble teas. If I 'control' myself, that is.

Before they left, Mom reminded me,
Her: Jangan beli bubble tea.
Me: Heh heh heh. ^_^

Yesterday night,
Me: Umi, my kawan ni da dapat H1N1 positive.
Her: Speaking of which, you better stop drinking air colour-colour eh. You ni asthmatic. Banyak orang yang dapat H1N1 ade penyakit.

While other people cannot live w/o their cellphones, I, on the other hand, can never survive w/o those colourful, GASSY drinks.

And guess what? I fell badly on my way to the kitchen.

A perfect example of sheer stupidity

2009-08-08T17:24:00.004+08:00

Dear God, why am I so stupid? Next week is my Nahu test but unfortunately I forget to bring home the book. How am I suppose to study?

Hate. Hate. Hate.

2009-08-06T20:54:00.003+08:00

The type of people that I uh... Hate.

●I H8 people who keep on talking bout the same bloody thing over and over again.
●I H8 people who spread their germs around.
Hygiene plays a very important part in our lives.
●I H8 people who comment on every single thing.
●I H8 being near to people who talks LOUDLY or SHOUT.
●I H8 people who repeat whatever the say.
Like c'meon! I can hear you!
●I really really H8 people who yawn and cough LOUDLY w/o having their mouths close.
●I H8 people who try to fit in.
●I H8 sharing foods and drinks w/ people.
Hygiene, yknow.
●I H8 people who act like they know it all.
●I H8 people who never practised what they preach.
●I H8 people who laugh like an idiot.
●I H8 people who are self-obsessed and are self-proclaimed awesome, cool, etc. So SS. (See: Syiok Sendiri)
●I H8 people who brag on how much they suck in Malay Language.
Why are they proud bout it? It's the Mother Tongue!
●I H8 people who keep on talking bout how much illnesses they are suffering from.
Hungry for sympathy, eh?
●I H8 people who complain for getting a 'not so good' marks.
They are just so used to get excellent marks.
●I H8 people who touch their mouth/teeth and right after that touching my things.
●I H8 people who say they are AMERICAN, MEXICAN, BRITISH and not ASIAN.

P.S: My apologies for those who are terasa. My intention is not to make you feel being attacked. They are not specifically meant for anyone. I don't wanna bottle up everything in my mind; it's not healthy.

P.P.S: Parents and Aunty Jarr are going to Dubai on a business trip and the other siblings are all, "Eh asal tak boleh ikut???"

"Be a trendsetter, not a follower."?

2009-08-05T20:16:00.003+08:00

You'll make your rounds of friendship.
You'll figure out who your real friends are
and you'll pretty much get sick of everyone else.

Dear God, thank you for showing me the hypocrisy in her today. How can she backbite bout people and then act normal the minute they talk to her, as if nothing happened? Here's a piece of advice: You don't like it, you say it. Don't hide it.

Apart from that, if you had noticed, I was very moody today at school, due to some personal reasons. To make it worse, I was totally dying out of thirst and suffering from pain as the aftermath of having braces.

Speaking of which, there are quite a number of people who had not noticed that I am indeed wearing them. Some even wanted to have one. Crazy or what? Their teeth are already straight why would they want to go through such a painful experience? It is like some kinda trend?

P.S: Paula Abdul is no longer in American Idol as a judge. She quits after being in it for 8 seasons. Is it saddening to me? No. Haha. I don't fancy her.

Diary of the bossy Jannah.

2009-08-03T19:07:00.005+08:00

Woah. This is like once in a blue moon. I don't regret buying the black Nokia E63! Alhamdullilah. HH also bought it. Now I don't feel special. LOL. Y'know.. It's kinda funny to me. The other night while having dinner, A.Jarr suggested some food which I could eat.

A.Jarr: Ah, you should eat Soto. At least lembek.
Me: Tak suke.
Her: Oats ke?
Me: Tak suke.
Her: Nesthum? (SP?)
Me: Tak sukeee.
Her: Cornflakes? Kan nanti kalau da stay dalam susu lama-lama jadi lembek.
Me: Uh-huh. No..
Her: Roti?
Me: Tak suke.
Mom: Alah si deni kan fussy. Cerewet pasal makanan. Mane die nak makan tu sume.

Teehee. Yeah, I really am particular bout foods.

P.S: Today I broke my own record! Pee-ed for 4 freaking times at school! WOOTS

P.P.S:
мѐяδх: da kena?
NURULJANNAH}: weird
kte ceritekan awk besok
bytheway!!!!!
NURULJANNAH}: da tk sakit yang belakang tu
die ltk chewing gum
мѐяδх: haha
NURULJANNAH}: as in 'chewing gum'
мѐяδх: chewing gum pe?
oh
rite
NURULJANNAH}: haha
мѐяδх: bgos ah
tk sbr nk dngr cite
haha
NURULJANNAH}: lol

Fickle-minded

2009-08-02T16:23:00.002+08:00

Had dinner at Gemelli last night. Unfortunately, I didn't get to enjoy my Spaghetti Olio; ate only 1/3 of it. After having dinner, we 'tour' around Orchard by car. Ion is quite nice eh? ViVo or Ion is bigger? Anyways, tomorrow I have another dental appointment. Yikes! More pain. Well, there's a saying that goes, 'no pain, no gain'. I guess it's true.

I am hungry. I am thirsty.
I am FASTING.

Will be getting a new handphone tonight yet I don't know which one to buy.
Should I get Nokia E63?

FYI, growing up, I always regret my decisions; including the cellphones that I pick.

Utterly speechless

2009-07-31T19:27:00.005+08:00

Dadima is here! WOO!!~

Syazwani asked me an interesting yet a QUITE scary question. Never thought of the answer before.
Her: Kalau awak nak anak abeh suami awak tak nak macam mane?
Me: *worried face* Kan kene 'discuss' dulu sebelum kahwin.
Her: What if dia tipu awak?
Me: Uh....Cerai?

After the dentist put on the brackets yesterday, Yusuf said something:
Him: Ish, tadi *Cop nampak *Bu nangis seh!
Me: Eh? Ohmygod. Macam mane Cop boleh nampak? I mean, you were sitting. *Bunana tak nangis la. Cuma ade banyak air mata.

Lucky thing I didn't cry. If not I would embarrased myself. Haha.
*Cop= Yusuf
*Bu= A short-form for a Pakistani term of 'sister'. The real word is Bubu.
*Bunana= Kak Nana. LOL!

P.S: Didn't realise that the previous post sound depressing enough to read. Aha.

Day by day, I'm learning to stop ~~hating~~ disliking people.

This post needs to be removed. Ha ha.

2009-07-30T18:00:00.004+08:00

*&!(@&#(* just got another 2 freaking brackets in my mouth which added to a total of 4 brackets!! what the hell!!!! wanna know what it feels like? it HURTS LIKE &*@^#(!!!!! so i decided not to put on the braces today. perhaps on monday.

seriously. the dentist said that my teeth are SEVERE; plus the VAMPIRE TEETH!!!
NOW I REALLY CAN'T CHEW!!! those brackets are really really really near to my cheeks and they are gonna cause lots of ULCERS!!!!!!!!!!

i HAVE to go to sleep now so i wont feel the pain. ITS KILLING ME!!!!!!!!!

Is that a...compliment?

2009-07-29T20:37:00.003+08:00

HANIS! I give up! Seriously. I have NO CLUE at all bout.. y'know.

Teacher mentioned 15 names from our class that has good pronounciation for English words and I am one of them. She also told us that it has something got to do w/ our CCA. Should I be touched or what? I don't know why, but I've already gotten some butterflies in my stomach!

P.S: I die I die I die!!! I haven't memorised Tauhid yet!

Pain&Hunger. What else?

2009-07-28T21:29:00.001+08:00

Am eating maccaroni soup.
Have to chew really slowly.
During recess time a biscuit got stucked at the brackets.
And guess what? I only ate two really small bowls of mashroom soup. :(

Dear God..

2009-07-27T18:17:00.002+08:00

Oh.My.God. The brackets at my teeth hurts like hell. I'll have to starve myself to death cause I can't eat. Whenever I bite (at the most corner) it hurts. I think the Dr himself is ganas. Even Dad said so. My whole body shaked from left to right when he put the brackets on. Ahh, I'm scared for this Thursday! :(

Typical accident-prone Jannah

2009-07-26T11:59:00.002+08:00

Had a dental appointment at 1pm yesterday. The dentist put on some 'separators' or something and they are blue in colour! Kinda nice, but not so visible to others. He gave me a gel for my ulcers and they are getting better now.

By now I guess everyone already know that I am very prone to accident. In less than a year, I have already been limping for more than three freaking times at the same leg. Yesterday, the receptionist opened the GLASS door for her and myself to go in. I was late by a mere second and unfortunately, my right foot got stuck. The door was like on top of my foot. Dang.

Will be going to Dadima's house later on w/ Yusuf and Sabrina. Haven't met her for like 2 weeks. Suddenly I have the urge of solving rubik's cube once again. My old one is lost; have to get a new one soon.

Habbo Hotel

2009-07-24T21:52:00.002+08:00

Yusuf just got married.
The wife really loves him.
And people say they look cute together.

L.A Candy

2009-07-23T21:25:00.008+08:00

&so I texted Teacher Sarah, "Tmrw have CCA?" "Only sec 4 and pre u", she replied. I'm on seventh heaven! No lame CCAs tomorrow! Anyhoos, Friday lessons are so draggy and boh-ring!

Syazwani: Macam mane/bile awak tahu awak ade asthma ah?
Me: Enta, tibe-tibe tahu. Kte dapat ilham.

P.S: Don't make me smile or laugh. It hurts, much thanks to the two ulcers.

P.P.S: About 8 people are waiting to read L.C's book. Man, all of her books are on loan at the libraries!

Step alim ke tak, ape kene mengene dengan kau?!

2009-07-22T23:02:00.002+08:00

Lets cut it short.
After finishing the Solat Gerhana Matahari thingy, lots of people cried.
Idk why. Taubat or what?

And then I heard a friend said,
"Asal si dektu nak nangis? Step alim!"

SHUT UP LA. Seriously.

Blues don't always come on Monday

2009-07-21T19:37:00.007+08:00

Early in the morning I was wholly roiled by the fact that Ustazah M wanted to have A.Maths lesson at the end of the day. Her face was super angry when she got to know we were missing our A.Maths lesson due to the thirty-minutes-Racial Harmony Celebration.

Goddamn it. We don't have P.E and we -and when I say WE I mean S3P- don't get to go out during our CCA. A little thirty minutes of that time kills huh?

Glambert passerby, whoever you are.
Please tell me who you actually are. Apart from being Lambert's fan.
I don't eat people.
Y'know, curiosity kills me real bad.

The 80's survey

2009-07-20T17:43:00.006+08:00

The following survey seems like it's from the year 2007 but Imma do it since people asked me to.

Name 20 person whom you can think of right now.
Don't read the questions till you've named the 20 people.

1. Adam Lambert
2. David Cook
3. Hanis Mariyah
4. Fatimatuzzahra
5. Dad
6. Mom
7. Khairunnisa
8. Kris Allen
9. Perez Hilton
10. Nurul Aini
11. Siti Nur Aishah
12. Nur Shafiqah Alawiyah
13. Nur Amirah
14. Siti Nur Shuhadah
15. Farah Atikah
16. Teacher Rozeta
17. Humaira'
18. Nur Sabrina
19. Kak Aisyah
20. Kak Nadzirah

I didn't plan; those celebrities are still humans right?

At the end of this,choose 5 person to do this.

1.How did you meet no 14? (Shuhadah)
- At Andalus, year 2000. Or was it 1999?

2.What would you do if you did not meet no 1? (Adam)
- I haven't met him anyway. I would to though.

3.What if no 9 and no 20 dated? (Perez and Kak Na)
- Ohmygawwwd. Perez is gayyy!

4.Will no 6 and 17 date? (Mom and Humaira')
- Nah. They aint lesbians. Lol.

5.Describe no. 3. (Hanis)
- Hanis Manis sedang bercinta! Haha. She's awesome.

6.Is no 8 attractive? (Kris)
- He kinda is. But he's not my cup of tea.

7.Describe no 7. (HH)
- Pretty young thing. Utterly talented.

8.Know any of 12 family members? (Shafiqah)
- Duh, right?

9.What will you do if no.18 confesses to you that he/she likes you? (Sabrina)
- I would rather DIE than hearing her do the confessions. Haha, kidding.

10.What language does no 15 speaks? (Farah)
- Arabic, English, Malay and Korean/Japanese?

11.Who is no 9 going out with? (Perez)
- Idk. Some guy.

12.How old is no 16? (Teacher Rozeta)
- Can I not tell you her age?

13.When is the last time you spoke to no 13? (Amirah)
- Around 3 pm today.

14.Who is no 2's favourite band/singer? (Cook)
- Our Lady Peace, Alice in Chains, Big Wreck, Pearl Jam, Switchfoot and Collective Soul.

15.Have you ever date no 4? (Fatima)
- Nope. I date guys. Haha.

16.Would you ever date no 17? (Humaira')
- No. As I said, I only date hot guys.

17.Is no 19 single? (Kak Aisyah)
- Single but thousands of admirers, eh?

18.What is no 10 last name? (Nurul)
- No idea.

19.Where does no 6 live? (Mom)
- HAIG ROAAAD!

20.What is your favourite thing about no 5? (Dad)
- Always give people whatever they want.

I won't tag people. Anyone who wants to do it, just do.

The xray was so dreadful! I already have two ulcers at my top gum but haven't put on braces yet. This is crazy.

I've done googling bout infertility and I'm pretty damn daunted.
I have regular periods, so I'm kinda safe. I won't work around harmful chemicals on a regular basis, so I'll be safe. I never drank coffee, so I'm kinda safe. I'll make sure my future husband won't wear briefs, so I'm kinda safe. I'm not a gym nut, so I'm kinda safe.

Wait a minute, I'm always stressed out, ahhh. That's one of the causes!

Money can't buy happiness eh?

2009-07-19T18:33:00.006+08:00

My apologies for the amount of profanities used in the previous post.

I am so H A P P Y! Sabrina just called and told me that she collected LA Candy already and that the back cover is utterly nice. Yippee! Almost all of her books are on loan. Lucky thing I reserved it. Attended the A.L.I.V.E talk yesterday w/ HH and her friend, Rashidah. It was surprisingly good and for the first time ever, I wasn't bored to death.

(ADDED:)
OHMYGOD. She's back and I so so so love the book cover!!!!!!
Life is gooood.

Yusuf: You suck when you are too happy. Excited for nothing.

HAHA.

Frenemies

2009-07-18T22:37:00.005+08:00

Wah piang leh. It freaking irks me how much a guy can affect you inside and out. I don't understand why people are so f-ng desperate to talk to guys 24/7. It f-ng shocks me on how these people leave a huge impact in their lives. It even go to the extend of making them losing respect towards their parents.

Never knew NOT TALKING to guys can make you DIE. Wah piang leh!!!!!

"Don't need a man to make things fair."

Sucha scaredy-cat

2009-07-16T21:46:00.005+08:00

Ohmygod I. AM. FREAKING. OUT.
After feeling lost reading Syamilah's post bout the NENEK KEROPOK thingy,
Mom forward me the message. Now I get it.

Believe it or not,
I'm switching off the computer now.
Cause I'm in HH's room. ALONE.

TTYL!

Am collecting the book tomorrow. Hallelujah!

2009-07-16T20:13:00.004+08:00

Hanis is so freakingly nice that she freakingly gave (and asked) people if we want $2; cause she doesn't spend much and doesn't know what to do w/ it. Can't believe you really give, thought you were joking. Haha.

So anyways E.Maths lesson is going quite well, for me. A.Maths? Boh-ring! &Fiqh&Faraid&English&Malay&Ittisoliah&Geography&EVERYTHINGG.
Lots of people are kinda shock. that I did my h/ws these past few days. LOL, you should be. I myself am shock. Not only that. The sisters are also SHOCK to know my BIGGEST fear in life. Is it that unbelievable - the fear of not being able to have children of my own flesh?

During recess time, while the makcik was pouring plain water in my 700ml bottle, (I don't drink water coolers) Ustazah S asked,
Her: Tadi kat rumah ade bawak tak air?
Me: Ade.
Her: Abeh tambah lagi? Tak padan eh.
Makcik: Eh, kan banyak minum air bagus.
Her: A'ah la. Tapi tak padan dia minum sekali dua bottle.

The outcome? I pee alot. Haha.

Congrats yo!

2009-07-14T19:29:00.007+08:00

Lauren Conrad tops the NYT Bestseller list. WOOHOO!

L.C. doesn't even believe the news herself!

"If someone said to me five years ago when this all started that I would one day make the New York Times Best Seller list I wouldn't have believed it," Conrad recently told reporters.

Anyways, I decided to put back those links that I removed last week. It looks never-ending. What should I do??

Shafiqah texted me last night,
"Eh, worksheet maths kene buat sampai number berape?"
Me: Haha. No idea. Sorry.
Her: Typical lazy jenote. JK!

While heading to the school's back gate,
Me: *Peter Petrelli ade tak kat sini? Boleh panggil dia?
Sabrina: Buat ape?
Me: Die kan boleh fly. I'll ask him to fly me to the back gate.
Sabrina: Kau ni pemalas sia!

Baru tahu? Haha.

*Peter Petrelli has an abililty to fly in the oh-so-amazing Heroes.

I never knew these Malay artistes are cheapskate. After the Irsyad Carnival,
Dad: Itu bapak Norfasarie la tadi dalam lift.
Mom: Yang muke terperanjat bile you kate nak pergi office? (MUIS' office)
Dad: Ya. Bile hantar computer dekat orang, tawar punye tawar. Bile I nak booth, mintak discount sikit, tu pun die tak nak kasi.

Grouchiness strikes

2009-07-12T19:42:00.005+08:00

Went to the Irsyad carnival - which sucks BIG TIME - w/ my family. It was sooo boring and hot and stuffy and crowded. I swear I complained ALOT. The foods are all expensive. Crazy. Tomorrow is a schooling day and I'm so dreading it. The ever so long speech from the P. The sidetracks. The noises. Oh, horror.

I can't fast. You know what I mean. Yeah, the girls thing. Just paid one day. Seven more to go.

P.S: I've been playing Pet Society for one week and my Paw Points is 7, 317. Is it consider as good?

Their standard is so very low

2009-07-11T21:07:00.004+08:00

Oh my god. I know Aunty Jarr is rich. But the thought of her spending seven hundred and fifty dollars for caviar has never crossed my mind before. She bought for Yusuf a not-so-big caviar. OHMYGOOODDD

(ADDED:)
While Boys Over Flower (BOF) was on Channel U,
Dad: Ni cerite yang semuaorang tergila-gilakan eh?
Sabrina: Aah la.
Me: Mane abah tahu? Yeah. Minah sume suke.
Dad: Hero die macam bapok je.

HAHA. Exactly!
Currently watching Land of The Dead.

LOVE me or HATE me, I couldn't careless.

2009-07-10T20:04:00.006+08:00

Haven't you realised that mostly all of the good teachers are not teaching anymore? Or should I say, quit? Can you sense something? Are you thinking what I'm thinking? There is something fishy bout all those teachers quitting. Don't you think so? Haha. That is just my opinion.

I've finished doing my Malay H/W and I did some of A.Maths' H/W as well. Would usually copy friends' answers for Malay and this is probably my first time doing A.Maths' H/W. That is like a big improvement, eh?

So anyway, I've reserved LC's book and will collect it at Geylang East Library on Sunday, I suppose. Should I fast tomorrow? I'm gonna to have my period soon yet here I am having 8 days to pay. I don't know when to fast. Can't afford to miss the canteen's food. Ah, pathetic.

I want BLACKBERRY. Anyone kind enough to buy one for me? As a belated birthday gift or whatsoever? Any model, I don't care. As long as I have one, for the time being. :)

(ADDED:)
Mom reserved for me too; at Marine Parade Library. She knows how LONG I've been waiting for that book. Now I have to cancel one of them. Anyhoos,

Happy birthday to Shaza, Farhanah and Naqib!
So many birthday girls/boys today. Seriously.

H1N1

2009-07-09T21:00:00.006+08:00

The illness that I hate the most is definitely Headache. I was having a MAJOR headache from 1.00pm (Chemistry) till I got home - around 5.00pm. Damn. I WOULDN'T want to be sick just to get attention. Sheesh. Don't jump to conclusions.

And oh, this morning pisses me off man. We have to show the teachers our 'Green Card' w/ our temperature written on it, right? ~~Unfortunately,~~ Ustazah S and M were in-charge.

DON'T READ IF YOU ARE GONNA CRITICIZE ME L8R.

S: Ni asal colour merah ni ah?? Mane awak boleh tulis pakai colour merah? Itu colour untuk guru-guru saje. (zzzzzzzzt. I have always wrote almost everything using pink and purple coloured ink)
Me: Uh, ni pink. Bukan merah.
S: Awak mesti tulis pakai colour hitam atau biru. Itu hak guru, bukan hak awak. (What tha hell? Seriously. No one said that before)
Me: Ya okay.
S: Ni asal awak tulis name awak macam gini ah? Macam mane saye nak faham? Ape name awak? (I wrote my name in a bubble form and decorate w/ a heart)
Me: Nurul Jannah.
S: *Jokingly wanting to punch me*
Then UGH!! Ustazah M also questioned me.
S: Kenape ni tak sign? Kene sign kan? (Padehal the first three -at least- da sign)
Me: *Kept quiet*
S: Bile nak sign ni?
Me: Besok.
S: Apesal nak tunggu sampai besok?
Me: As in, sign harini tunjuk besok laa.
S: Ah nanti awak suruh form teacher awak ke ape untuk sign.
Me: Oh kene form teacher, bukan parents?
S: Tak kesah. Teacher pun boleh.
M: Eh awak jangan suruh teacher! Nanti teacher awak ni blablablabla. Menyusahkan dorang. Awak jangan suruh dorang. Suruh parents awak.
Me: *BINGIT!!!!* Yelahhh, ni sume ni parents saye yang sign. Bukan TEACHERS.
M: Ahh..

YADAYADA.
Since 29th June, not even one teacher had questioned me like those two. Seriously.
Something so simple can easily piss me off.

He he he. I WISH I am an american.

2009-07-08T19:58:00.003+08:00

My day started w/ the most horrible feeling ever - Nervous and insecure. Why? Cause I had to read the Iqrar today. No big deal to you but a BIG one to me. I swear I felt butterflies in my stomach.

Me: I feel like puking!!
Mom: Apela, have some confidence.

So yeah. School seems to be so draggy today. I don't know why I was hyper during Arabic period (the last period) just now. I talked shit and irritated everyone w/ my stupid answers. LOL.

While I was about to go home, Izzati told me that Ustazah Samiah asked their class, "Tu siape yang bace tadi? Orang putih ke ape?". Then she corrected my pronunciation, saying that I sounded pelat while pronouncing Arabic words. Really? I didn't know that.

P.S: Now that American Idol had finished, I can't wait for I'm a Celebrity...Get me out of here!

LC

2009-07-05T14:11:00.003+08:00

I am impatiently waiting for that book. She was a former The Hills star; my fav.person in that show. Anyways, the parents still are not sure on where to do my braces at - National Dentle Centre at Outram Park or Gentle Dentle at Haig Road. Zzzt.

And here comes the excitement

2009-06-29T17:03:00.015+08:00

Seriously? I did my Maths h/w yesterday.
Why? I've becoming as lazy as a pig!

14th-16th June:
The holiday trip to Sibu Island is the least fav. of all the 4 islands that I've been, to be honest. Fortunately, the foods are the second best. As usual, went snorkelling and fishing. To my disappoinment, there are no souvenir shops. If there are any, I would definitely buy a thing for Syamilah as a birthday gift. (Happy v.Belated Birthday! xx) Dad was contemplating whether to go to KL, book a hotel and play the themeparks. Unfortunately, we went to Johor instead and shop!

20th June:

Visited Dad's friend's house at Johor (again) w/ the MUIS people. Barbequed and (they) bowled. You have no idea how much I h8 bowling! Left the Bowling Alley at 1am and home sweet home.

26th June:
Went to Johor (again!!). Watched the AMAZING TRANSFORMERS 2. It's even better than the first!!! I would LVE to watch the movie a billion of times! Apart from that, we shopedshopedshoped and ate at Sushi King!

Yusuf: Umi, how many chocolates did you sell?
Mom: Zero. I only sell chrysanthemum tea.

(chocolates&chrysanthemum tea = you produce when you are in the cubicle). LOL.

28th June:
Barbequed marshmallows and burned the cashew nuts -that were collected at Sibu Island- in charcoal flame, like in the olden days; kampung style. Not a fan of it but it tastes good. It's fresh, y'know. We were like having campfire!

Asik-asik pulau je

2009-06-20T15:09:00.002+08:00

Just got dress - off to Johor to shop, bowl, whatever. You name it.
Will post bout the holiday trip to Sibu Island l8r.